Sowing Seeds in Eternity

One of the things that strikes me the most in my walk with the Lord is how forgetful I truly am. I often have come to realizations in my walk with him, lived them out for a while by his grace, then stumbled back into my old sinful ways. 

May this devotional blog serve as a means to encourage you to not only realize things but to live them out. I want to devote my life to transparency and honesty. I want to share with others in what ways I struggle and in what ways I have come to know some freedom and joy. I pray and hope this will encourage you to go deeper and look for the only one who is called the "fountain of living waters" (Jeremiah 2:13) and who offers those living, satisfying waters for free!

Do you ever feel unsatisfied with your life? Do you feel hungry and craving for more?

Do you feel that simply being a wife and mother is not ALL that you are? (Don't get me wrong here, I am very happy to be both!) 

I have come to a place in my life that I realize that ALL that I Do in my day-to-day life needs to be birthed out of the desire to give Jesus all the glory He deserves. 

That does not mean that I will always feel like living for Him or that things will go the way that I want them to go. So often my motivation to DO good things is not for Him but for myself and for what I get out of it. And if we are honest with ourselves, we all can identify since we are sinful and selfish by nature. Will I get attention and praise out of serving my husband and kids? Do I get the honor of others by helping them out and spending time with them? Often I do but what if I don't? What if I am in the shade, in the dark and no one sees me and no one seems to care who I am and what I have accomplished? Am I frustrated, disappointed and depressed? I certainly know those feelings.

Thankfully, the Lord is a God who sees everything. He is El Roi (The God who sees me). He sees our every move and knows the very deeps longings and intents of our hearts. 

How very wonderful that is to me. He cares. He sees when you feel no one is watching that you cleaned up the dishes again and changed those dirty diapers. He sees that you are always being overlooked at school or your good intents are being misunderstood. 

He is the only one before Whom we will have to give an account one day. That is frightening too. 

It should move us to always be open for correction. A heart that is ready to repent (being sorry and turning away from sin) is one that is safe.

Whatever we do for our Lord will sow eternal seeds. Seeds that you may not always see bring fruit in this life but a reward that will certainly await you in the life to come!